AARRGHGGHHH in Baby Stuff

I HATE, hate, hate, HATE the language and the acronyms used in trying to conceive boards.

Fucking "BD" stands for "baby dance." If you're not mature enough to call it SEX then why the fuck are you having a baby? Do you know what happens during labor? Do you know that three people will be standing there catching a baby out of your crotch? There is no room for modesty during labor. You're naked, legs sprawled out, with a human being coming out of your crotch, and it's a bloody, messy, wonderful and awful scene.

I also hate DD, DS, and DH. I'm so irritated just thinking about this shit.

Why do I even bother! I like to read things about trying for a baby and conception because I like to keep informed, but I can't stand the acronyms. They are so fucking stupid.

I'm an irritable bitch lately and I really can't stand myself. EVERYTHING is throwing me into a rage. This isn't like me. My period is due on Wednesday and I've never wanted to have a period as much as I do the past week. Because I'm so over being so angry/annoyed all the time. I hate it. I hate it so much, and it's affecting my family.

ugh.