Day 5 in NoJoMo 2016

Not following the prompt today. I have a lot on my mind.

Tomorrow, I have surgery. They are going to take my remaining ovary, and my appendix while they are in there. I am a bit worried because when I had my hysterectomy, it went horribly wrong. I'm afraid that it won't be a simple laparoscopic surgery like they think. That, when they go in, I'll be full of adhesions.

Let's just hope I am wrong.

I'll not be able to work at the hospital for a couple of weeks. That is going to hurt the pocketbook. I'm sure I won't feel like going out and spending money anyways.

Having the surgery means more meds. yet more pills to add to the cocktail. I swear I am sometimes very tempted to just go off all my meds. I get so tired of pills, but I need them to survive mentally, and need them to get by physically. Oh the joys of having chronic issues.

I may not be able to write tomorrow, so forgive me if the next entry is a day or two late.