No... in meh...

I got a call from my brother just after midnight telling me that my mom was on her way to the hospital. She was having trouble breathing but seems to be okay. She was given an xray at the facility and all was clear but she didn’t feel right and couldn’t breathe so they transported her.

If buses were running now I’d have been there. This kind of changes my Thanksgiving plans but it’s my mom. This no car thing keeps me from seeing her as I wish and that makes me sad.

I love my mother to pieces. When he told me I just uttered a series of okays. After we hung up I went into a series of Nos and shook my head and I couldn’t breathe. I didn’t know what to do except cook. My hands needed to be doing something. They were shaking, but that doesn’t mean cook.

I know she will be with the Lord if she ever leaves me, but I don’t want Him to have her just yet.

Not yet…