restless. in 1st

I am very restless today. I don’t want to… this… that… whatever. I just don’t WANT to. Nothing is satisfying. Nothing feels like I”m getting anything DONE. I’m still DOING but nothing is finished. It’s so annoying.

I have to go count Alicen’s pills again today. I need a shower but it’s really cold today so both of those things need to be done between 11-2. The water heater sucks, bad, and I have thick, long hair.

I “followed” a bunch of people on the social network I mentioned yesterday but suddenly yesterday I couldn’t follow anymore. I emailed support a couple hours ago and I’m very impatient to hear back.

ARGHY.....

I hate being restless, I eat… because, my guess is the hunt for satisfaction. There is no hunger. No desire, just eat.... just get frustrated because Im eating for no reason… get frustrated because I can’t think of anything BETTER to do… get frustrated because i don’t WANT to do anything… get frustrated because nothing is fun… nothing is amusing… nothing is interesting… nothing feels WORTH my time… everything feels… pointless… throws hands up