Why I Blog in meh...

Lots of people have their reasons for blogging. I blog for mental floss. I also use Twitter for those get those weird thought out moments.

I am emotional. I have a lot to say, but I turn to blogging because it’s that…well…My friends have heard it all. I don’t like constantly lamenting to them. I have feelings that run so deep and they passionately course through me and I need an outlet other than them. They give advice, but it’s advice coming from their view of the situation. They don’t know how I feel and why something torments me. Now that I think about it, my friends don’t have hearts in some ways. I’m emotional and I’m not afraid to feel no matter what that feeling is. While I have become a cynic, I am still open and receptive to…whatever.

So with that being said, I’m sleepy. I had a weird dream last night that was a blend of The Walking Dead and Orange Is The New Black. I don’t remember much about it, but I do know one thing. Next time I drink before bed, it’s gotta be stronger than wine so I can sleep through the dreaming phase.

In the meantime, I sent a text to my daughter before I went to bed and asked what happened to her and baby. She said she will come this weekend instead, because I was expecting them last night. I asked if tensions have calmed down a bit. She said yes, a bit.

But of course it’s not a permanent fix.

::deep sighs::

Respectfully & Sleepily yours,
Sister…