People are dropping in Journal

Off. And popping up.

In this very meditative week- marked on one side by the 100th anniversary of the death of Steiner on the 30th, and the beginning of a new century of conscious spiritual development on the other- I feel realities colliding separating close enough to kiss softly whispering as they pass by

What a time to be alive. And what a time to have absolutely no idea how anything works. I mean. Its absolutely glorious, isn’t it? I feel so full of WONDER

I feel so full of wonder that it doesn’t matter at all that I can’t explain it. What do I need explanations for? No one is reasonable. They wouldn’t listen to the explanations, anyways. It was only my own discomfort at being told I had no explanation that drove me to pursue them. Those people can have their sense of superiority. I’ll take awe, instead.

Yes, I do have a very distinctive sense that very many people are leaving this realm right now. As in, they’re dying. It is a beautiful time to die, though. The veil is gone… People slip right through effortlessly.

The doppelganger that Steiner spoke of darkly only once has been on my mind. The etheric double which joins with us soon after we’re born and leaves right before we die. It does so, he said, because it cannot make the soul journey in or out of this world. It is also something connected intrinsically to America. I’m not sure if Steiner ever came to America. I don’t think he did. I wonder if that’s why. There is something about the doppelganger in connection with the eighth sphere. Again, spoken of darkly only once, the eighth sphere is a soul-trap. I suspect that the baby boomers are the main crop to be harvested in this way. They were played… But they also largely bought right into it.
Ah, that’s what it was. The doppelganger is an ahrimanic being: it seeks to retain the focus and awareness on base material aspects and to starve the spiritual reality of awarenesses. This is how the eighth sphere is populated. It is full of those souls who are so connected with the material affairs on earth that they neglected all spiritual awareness, and even their souls are reluctant to leave their material affairs. These materially obsessed souls stay near, focused on what they deemed important in their lifetime, unable to leave and experience their own spiritual reality or to return to harmony and regroup for another attempt to refine and educate…

Why? Why has this been on my mind?
Perhaps it’s that we seem to all be getting in our own way, but there is something a bit deeper. Something even Steiner was reluctant to say. It’s almost as if… Awareness of the Doppelganger changes the outcome. In the same way that awareness of a theif trying to get into a building changes our perception of what might be in the building. Why is this doppelganger so insistent that my focus be anywhere at all except the reality of my spiritual being?

And those reliant on the energy from the eighth sphere wouldn’t like that, ofc.

Tomorrow is the middle of this crazy week. See you there