I need a therapist in Life of a Mama Cat

 Depression in pregnancy is tricky. You just want to stay in bed and cry. You make yourself get up and do things even though you are exhausted. When my husband fussed about me losing his clothes because I was trying to wash the towels from the bathroom I told him I already hate my life. I asked him to be quiet but he got louder. I was trying to drive him to work waiting on traffic he kept complaining and I told him I dont fear running out in front of a car and ending it all don't push me. He kept screaming at me to do it pointing out the next car.he has no idea how badly I wanted to end it all. I didn't do it for the sake of my baby. I blamed it on my hormones. I spent the rest of the afternoon hiding in my bed crying. My husband has no idea we are only alive today because I told myself my baby isn't viable to survive outside my womb if I get in this car accident. I love you Leo. You are not even out of my womb yet and already saving lives.

Is it pregnancy hormones? I don't know.sadness is just to much..