so. evan news. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

so evan’s angry w/ me. bc um. I have everything and I don’t utilize it. well he’s..........he’s not wrong. [I told him he was when he called me out on it cause it’s what I do and I don’t like being called out on things]. and he’s annoyed that I make excuses to not do that. [right like he has room to talk]. again. not wrong. yeah no I completely get it. that’s exactly why i’m angry w/. ‘her’. bc she had this life and she just wasted it by offing herself. when she could’ve been someone. she could’ve, when she got out of that place [she was in a reform institution school type place], let the world see how beautiful she was. but she decided not to. no she made the choice not to. i’m not really all that angry she left. i’m not even angry I wasn’t included. no i’m angry she wasted it. and she still is actually. yeah but i’m still here. she’s not. and she never will be again. I still have a chance to change that. she doesn’t.