Today is Today. Tomorrow is Today Tomorrow. in Current Events

I feel like I just had the best sleep of my life. Just under 12 hours. However, I am developing a bit of a cough. My chest has been burning for weeks, and now it’s just itchy. This cough feels so good. I reached out to my coordinator to confirm that my team can take the boys ice fishing without me. This is my allergy season. It is the snow mold. If I can avoid being on the ice today, that would be great. If our other mentor flakes again, I will rush over to save the day.

Our part-time mentor is always late. Sometimes he doesn’t even show up. Then he texts a reason later. He is dating my coordinator’s sister so they have a relationship outside of work which put my coordinator in a tough position. He has given him more patience than any other employer would. He just lost his second job. I don’t understand people like this. He didn’t show up yesterday and we are taking a 9-week workshop. We can only miss two classes and those are accounted for so he is not getting certification.

The plot still hasn’t thickened at work. We are slowly getting direction in the right direction. I am still trying to be the voice of reason at the office. Amber is great at being optimistic which helps. Morale is down. My coordinator is so bad at telling me things. He got an email from the top thanking us for our hard work, dedication, and patience during these confusing times. Like…

And then I did the drastic thing and took over the bigger half of the office. I shared an office space with a young lady and her half was much bigger and I had to share my sliver with another mentor. It made no sense. I got claustrophobic often. Everyone was blown away before I moved us over because I obviously had to clean it up. She had a different temperament, I am telling myself. She had BDP and she never ever cleaned or tidied up. It was a disaster that overwhelmed everyone who looked at her office. I didn’t get overwhelmed, it looked like playtime for me. Cleaning and organizing is playtime for me. I offered to help her a million times.

I just called my grandmother. I am going to take her grocery shopping a day early just in case my allergies kick my ass harder tomorrow. I am going to spend the spend the night at my sister’s and visit with her and her kids which I am looking forward to. The last time I felt sad because her kids are too big to play with me, is what I felt like. I will find us something to do. I do want to try and sneak in a gym session today. Once it is leg day, I start to drag it out. We shall see how that goes.

My brain is girl-mathing. It thinks I have a lot of money to spend because I just emptied more than half of my credit line. I have a list of things that I want to buy but I am waiting until I have that credit line emptied. I’m using it as an incentive but I am not a patient Taurus rising. The items I want are on the pricy side. New monitors for my computer, a gaming chair, another dresser, etc. Smaller things I have a budget for.

I am supposed to eat bread every day for two months so I can test for celiac disease. Day one was okay. Yesterday was day two and it really hurt. I don’t know why I am trying to test for celiac disease anymore. It isn’t worth it. Clearly this shit hurts me. I do want to get bread imported from Europe to see if that does anything. I know people with celiac disease who can eat bread from Europe and have no autoimmune reaction. They don’t change the genetic structure of their wheat over there.

Anyway, I should get on with my day then. I do think that I need myself a long weekend.