Update 8 in The REAL Baby Journey!

Slept ok last night. I’m working hard to channel calm, powerful energy & not focus too much on my sadness over the actually pregnancy part ending. I will have my mom, my husband & my best friend with me all day. Instead of letting me walk around like they said they would to try & start labor on my own two different doctors have told me as soon as I get to labor & delivery downstairs (in 10 min) that they will start pitocin & I won’t be able to eat & will need to stay in bed. I’m planning to fight that & am REALLY hoping I get an awesome nurse.

Already fought back tears a few times. Today is so emotional already. I’m ready but I’m not, you know? Here goes.