Countdown in In the Kingdom of Suzu

I’m Scheduled to be at the hospital for 6:30 am so hopefully by early afternoon I will be in recovery. I’m showered and relaxing in bed. Not nervous about tomorrow but apprehensive about another problem that seems to be coming back.

Mid summer I felt funny like i was going to get a period and seemed to have one for half a day. The dr did a scope that was negative but said he would do it again in dec. well, I have been feeling that same way the last couple of days/weeks but put it down to nerves. Today I felt real crampy. The oncologist said we would go,ahead with surgery but to follow up with the gyno. Have a call in to him, but did not get back. Just what I need, the mastectomy will be all right but who knows what will be with this other problem! I’m trying to comfort myself that the dr was going to retest and so if it is something, it will be caught early. What next?

Again, thank you sooo much for all the good wishes, vibes, thoughts that you all have expressed. You do not know how much they mean to me.

Will check back with you when I can.

Last updated November 06, 2014