The Neverending River in The Stuff That's Not Interesting But Is The Most Interesting Stuff I'll Write

I randomly watched this series oNetflix and it kind of ripped me apart.

I’ve been walking around like an open wound for the past week. There were situations in the show that I understood so well, it was so real. It hurt watching it because I saw myself in some of the bad choices being shown on the screen. The way sometimes we don’t appreciate people who care for us because we’re so preoccupied with ourselves.

The cleaning lady at work smiled at me last week and I started bawling in the middle of the hallway. I just have so much emotion that I can’t seem to get it under control.

I don’t know what to do but it’s like everything makes me cry right now. I can’t have normal conversations, I can’t listen to any music, I can’t even eat foods I like because if I once had them at a special event or with someone who’s no longer with me, I get absolutely hysterical.

This has been going one for over a week now, it’s getting out of hand.