um. wow. but i don't have it. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

yeah so I saw Hannah today. we talked about the fact that in the suitcase they found hair i’d kept and now bc of that and bc of the fact that Hannah never seen my hair. and based on what she learned in school. she think I have trich. but I don’t and I never have. I mean yes I have an eating disorder. yes i’m an alcoholic. yes I cut for 10 yrs. but I don’t have trich and never have. I told her i’ve been cutting my hair since I was 17 and keeping it and that it has to do w/ my past. [it’s a ptsd thing. which I didn’t tell her]. if he didn’t have any supporting evidence to back up this statement then that would bother me more. yeah it’s awesome being accused of something you never did. I mean I get her point but she’s wrong. and she knows that.
I don’t really talk about my hair. and actually most, people haven’t seen it. I always wear hats. always. [it has to do w/ my being unbearably self conscious].