11-16 in Book Eleven: Whatever Will Be Will Be 2024
- Nov. 17, 2024, 3:31 a.m.
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That moment when you are drunk, exhausted, and horny. But still emotionally confident that ending your relationship was the right thing to do. Frankly, says a lot. When “God, I wish there was someone in my life I could make out with or fuck” does NOT equal “I shouldn’t have broken up with her”? THAT says a lot. Obviously… I still wish there was someone in my life I could bring to orgasm. Frankly, I am growing quite comfortable and confident in my role as a Service Top! In fact, I love it. Knowing that my sexual gratification comes from topping another into orgasm after orgasm? That’s… kind of awesome! But… definitely.... not an identity easily embraced while single.
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Sleepy-Eyed John ⋅ November 17, 2024
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Perpetually Plump ⋅ November 18, 2024
I started to reply to this, but then I didn't. And now I am again. I have not had sex in almost a year, since I broke up with Dr friend. I had started writing you a whole spiel about just living within yourself and enjoying being with yourself and taking care of yourself, but then I remembered that my mental health is in a horrendous state, but then also that doesn't have anything to do with being in a relationship. But it's been nice to be able to solely focus on me and taking care of her I need to take care of and living how I want to live and living for me. Would I like to have sex? You very much so. Do I want the obligations and baggage that comes along with it? Nope. So I'm celibate by choice.