Monday October 14th in Since OD is shutting down....

My ole man got home late Friday night and I’m so glad he’s finally back!! I missed him more than I can put into words. We went to the dog park on Saturday and had free lunch where he got his motorcycle. Yesterday he wanted to BBQ and I got laundry done. He’s back at work today and took my car because it needs the oil changed. My daughter and I are just hanging out at home. I did the dishes and plan to take out the garbage. There’s no school today or Friday but my Mom told me she’d babysit on Friday so I can work.

Tomorrow I take the car in to fix the broken motor mount and the blower motor so I’ll have heat and AC again. I still can’t believe that I drove the whole Summer with no AC. That whole deal still really pisses me off. I told my case worker from TANF back at the end of May when it stopped working and she said that they couldn’t help with it. I find it really questionable that they couldn’t help then but can now. I even told her the other day when she called that I cruised around all Summer in Satan’s Asshole and she laughed! I definitely don’t find it funny when I had an intense heat rash that hurt every fucking day and probably helped herniate that disc in my neck from being dehydrated!

BD is still a crazy mf! I finally blocked him. I just feel that life is too short to listen to someone be a victim in the situation they created and won’t stop. He messaged me the other day saying he may have a baby coming. I don’t care. It’s not my business or my problem. I just wish he’d at least pay child support because it’s not cheap raising a child. He owes almost $14K now. I saw a $30 payment back in July. All he talks about is how fat I am and talks shit about my ole man. I’m done. I’ve had enough.

I started back at my old job last week. It went fine. The people are super chill and easy to talk to. The computer system is different and I don’t quite understand it but I’ll catch on. I only work Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday this week. I still have no idea what I’m going to do over Thanksgiving and Christmas because childcare is still a problem for me.