so, they know. via elusions. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

the other day Hannah and I were talking about drinking and I said something about how a lot of times people do it as a result of. ‘um, trauma’. I didn’t say me but um. that’s pretty much the direction I was heading.

and yesterday jesssica and I were talking about. decisions and food and stuff and I told her ‘something happened to me where I didn’t have a choice in what happened to my body’, or something. I mean I didn’t come right out and say I was raped/hurt/violated what have you but. well yeah.