Fascinated with sewing in Life of a cat mom

Since I was a teenager I have always been fascinated by sewing my own clothes and clothing refashions but I dont have the confidence to wear my designs. Yet here I am fascinated watching YouTube and tiktok videos on different ways to create fashions. i love the idea of buying blankets from thrift shops to design my own clothing but I dont want to hear my husband complain how much money I waste buying more clothes. I have to many now. I want to create beautiful clothing but I know my husband would only let me if I sell my designs.