Depressing in Book Eleven: Whatever Will Be Will Be 2024
- Sept. 14, 2024, 3:15 a.m.
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So, I had about three paragraphs written. Some emotionally honest. Some deeply legal. I fucked up at work, I don’t feel good, and I have a lot to do. I wanted to call in sick today because I’m so exhausted but instead I did a full day of work because I have to; but at work, all I really got accomplished was confirming that I fucked up. All of those paragraphs are gone now, so you’re left with this one. It feels pathetic and stupid but… I’m too a point where I think I need to just sit down and cry. Whether that is “Perform a dramatic scene and cry” or “watch a moving movie and cry” or what but… I just feel like a power cry and a solid day of sleeping is what I need. Considering I have to be at work all day tomorrow because of the damned jury trial… I don’t see relief incoming.
Purple Dawn ⋅ September 14, 2024
I like a good cry once in a while, they can be nourishing for the soul.
Take care,
Fawkes Gal ⋅ September 14, 2024
Fucking up sucks, but we're human and it's unavoidable at times. Have your cry, and try not to let it weigh on you too much. Being a human is tough.
DimMeOut ⋅ September 16, 2024
HUGS I'm sorry, honey. Unfortunately fucking up is something we all do at some points. Don't beat yourself up over whatever it is that happened. Just move forward and try not to focus on that so much.