Coming Soon: Villain Era in Current Events

Today was long and full of terrors. My night was as well. I dreamt about Gods and monsters. Candace Owens was there too. I don’t know what the dream was about but I kept waking up terrified. This put my new attitude to the test at work. I failed. I had a diva fit. It was embarrassing.

All I could think about was how I didn’t have to do anything when I got home. I’ve been a homo on the go since I returned from my trip. This constant need to be doing something, I turned it off. My crisis list can wait. It’s like rest days from the gym to build muscle, I can give myself a breather. Coming home without any expectations is what got me through my shift.

On the weekend, I wrote something for the aware line at my work. I intended to send it to Employment Standards and Health and Safety as well. I didn’t hit send, yet. I don’t want to be too irrational. This will absolutely come back to me. Am I ready for the drama? I made it clear that I am not available for any further action or discussions.

Tuning into astrology, things seem to be on point. The Pluto retrograde ends a 16-year karmic cycle for Cardinals; Aries, Cancer, Libra, and Capricorn. It is the start of a villain era for those with Cardinals in their big 3. I’m a Capricorn and this checks out. We are talking about new big beginnings. There is a blue moon that affects the fixed signs, and epistemic disasters may be en route. My Taurus rising and Scorpio moon are in for it. This might be why I was ready to fire shots at my store with that email.

I asked Cassidy, at work, if she was in her villain era. She’s the sweetest, kindest, little Leo with a Capricorn moon. She said that she doesn’t think so but then proceeded to explain how she just doesn’t give a shit these days. I honestly don’t care anymore, I’m just going to do me. That’s the vibe I’m talking about. She also interviewed for something that will change the course of her life and I am so excited for her.

I want to go to the gym but… I’m in fuck it all mode. I’ll go tomorrow. I just want to do my detox bath and lay in bed for the rest of the day naked. I’m not in the mood for clothes. Speaking of things I’m not in the mood for, I have yet to say a word to my roommate. I haven’t said a word to her since I came back from my trip. That’s not true, I told her that her dishes molded and she laughed it off and put them away. I ended up cleaning them because I do not fuck with mold. With the exception of coffee. I currently fuck with coffee. I’m aiming to quit again. It’s basically medicinal with my ADHD but…

I’m enjoying this album. If astrology isn’t real then why did I know that I would find Capricorn in Ronnie Radke’s big 3? Others that are just obvious, Mehro, Megan Fox, Russel Brand… I suspect Candace Owens also but we don’t know her rising. Cap, Virgo, or Sagg would be my guesses for her rising. Blah, on with it then.