Ashamed of my behavior in Journal 2024

Manuel said he’s going to get me three rings. A promise ring, engagement ring and wedding ring. I felt OVER the moon hearing this. I always assumed a engagement ring was the same as a wedding ring but maybe not. I looked at promise rings and saw people calling them childish but idc.

It shows he cares. I felt immense guilt later as the day went on. Manuel was planning such a nice gift for me and I was so me :( I admit I cried and called myself names. I’m ashamed of myself.