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I just caught myself in avoidance mode. I feel like I have to rush to do all the little things so that I can tackle my crisis list after that. I’m going to stop dead in my tracks and just enjoy my coffee and then plan it all out.

Applying for that new gig is the top priority. The POS we use for our schedules is down and I failed to take a screenshot of the schedule. I hate looking far ahead, I have PTSD from my previous location. They cut us down to 4 hours a week. The shifts are not bad at all. I’ve never been anywhere less than the Goldilocks zone. However, I need more than that now so I got to jump on it.

Today, I had the same conversation 3x about my weight vs the volume of food I eat. I am down one size in my belt. The scale shows that I did not lose weight. I think muscle balanced it out. I do want to gain weight. I am planning to make fat bombs to help up my calories. I started adding flaxseed oil to my smoothies and coffee in the morning. My diet does not have as much carbs as it used to, as we know.

I didn’t look at what my barber did on Sunday. I never do. I can’t bare it, no matter who does my hair. I told him that I just wanted to touch up my fade. A low fade. I felt him spending way too much time on the top but I trust him. He did not let me down. I am so glad that I can go back to him on the regular now.

Yesterday, Alex and Bruce went with me to the Brokenhead reservation so that Bruce could take a picture of me with my car in front of a sign. I need that to pretend that my dealership delivered my car to the reserve so I don’t have to pay taxes on it. Then we went to the Casino where I lost $40. I am a poor sport, I felt like I lost everything. I didn’t bring my status card which was dumb because I could have gotten tax-free gas there. Derp.

Ok, my coffee is done. I have too much energy to chill so I am going to hit up the gym. After I submit my resume to that non-profit. I think I’m just hyped because my tax refund finally deposited. I can put myself exactly where I need to be. My crisis list is getting smaller.

Last updated August 07, 2024