TGIF in Current Events

The week was long and full of terrors. I’m so glad that it is over.

My mother sent me a text this morning. She is trying to burst my bubble. She is raining on my parade. She is… being my mother. She’s in concerned mode. She has some worries and upsets about my car purchase. Her concerns are valid but that is because they are the things we all have in the back of our minds when we make a big change. What if it doesn’t work out? etc. That’s the vibe. I’ll try to reassure her this evening, eventually.

But tomorrow is the big day. I get to finalize everything and come home with a new car. Then comes all the changes after it. My walk home from the gym yesterday was awful. I’m so close to being able to drive there so it made me feel the dread. I tend to haul some groceries when I come back from the gym. Not to mention I’m on my feet 40 hours a week walking. My feet are so sore. Physical pain is easy but this is starting to become a concern.

I feel like my physique is starting to reflect the work I put into it at the gym but I have been tanning so it could just be that. I have been on it with my zinc because I suspect that it is the root of all my problems and I think that it is helping me put on muscle and weight. I also think my body decided to finish puberty, lol. My voice keeps cracking.

I caved with the heat and started turning on the AC. The back of my neck feels like it is getting a rash. Same with my underarms. That could be because I didn’t shower last night. I did spend an hour by the pool. I did that the last two days and yesterday I struck up a conversation with the two ladies that were there. Well, one was 30 and the other was 55. They were talking about conspiracy theory stuff and that’s my expertise.

I don’t know what to do with myself for the rest of the evening. I want to go to the gym but it was way too busy yesterday. I did manage to get the machines and equipment that I wanted.

I did good all week with going to be bed at a good time. I got a full nights sleep all week. Maybe zinc is helping with that also? Anyway.

That’s it, that’s my entry.