As usual in Stuff

I’m at the gym, typing on here again whilst I use the cycle as a warm up. A warm up is only meant to be 5 mins, but when I type in here, it usually ends up being anywhere up to an hour haha.
Truth is, I’ve actually used up all my data at home, so am using the WiFi here. I get a max of 1gb a day, which is generous on a mobile, but I watched a few too many videos. I think it’s actually working out to be costing me more, but it’s oh-so-convenient having everything all in one - unlimited calls, text and generous data all on 4G. I happen to have hit the limit today, which made me realise how pathetic I am, and that I’d spent all day indoors. I guess I didn’t wake up until the afternoon, as I was awake until sunrise for some reason, probably chatting with random guys on grindr and hornet and realising the cute ones weren’t within walking distance, so just getting annoyed with that, like I usually do.
I updated my hornet pics though, so I’ll see how those ones do.

Man there’s some boring people in the Big Brother house this year. It’s playing on the TV in front of me. Its boring to the point that I feel even I’d fit in had I applied! But I know I would just get voted out fast because I’d be too ordinary to keep up ratings.
Wow I ramble on with some shit don’t I?

So yeah I was out of data so I read the rest of my book, and finished it. There wasn’t much left to go. I’m very happy I read it. It kind of opened my eyes a little, in tiny ways.

I managed to put aside $300 this week, from doing double hours last week, although that will prob go straight to a domestic bill, as three months seems to go by so fast these days. I’m wondering if I should do anything for my b’day this year. 31’s not a very exciting age is it! Maybe I should do my ‘death’ theme that I was considering before my 25th haha, although that’s a little morbid.

There’s so many people here at the gym, and it’s 9pm. I guess a lot of people must work late. I dunno if I’ll do much of a workout. The bad thing about working more hours is my days off have been cut short, and I’m already thinking about being back at work in 24 hours.
I guess, if I were to apply for that job, I’d have to get used to sacrificing more and more time for money.
Ironically, the movie “In Time” is on TV tonight I believe. That job was advertised on the 23rd, so a week ago now. I re-read the ad today and it does say they offer comprehensive training, and I think they are only after one person. I didn’t apply for it yet and now I’m wondering if applying a week after the post-date is worth it. It appeals to my situation, but I can’t see it being as fun as my current job is. It’d mean extra moolah, 50% tax and less leisure time. Sacrifices huh?

I was meant to go meet a cute guy tonight, but even that hasn’t happened. I don’t have his number so couldn’t say yay or nay to his offer to meet up. I can’t help it but feel strange when guys plan in advance to meet up, for sex, especially. I mean, yeah, there’s probably a high chance that a guy will be horny in 24 hours time, but I’m so used to the ‘Right Now’ option on social apps that planning sex almost feels like a date situation.

So I didn’t answer him. I couldn’t with no data anyway. I’m so indecisive, with going for a second job, with meeting up with new guys (although my shyness comes into that one, annoyingly!)
I was thinking that if I do end up with a decent-houred second job, I’d probably try to get Saturdays off my current job so that I could actually enjoy weekends off entirely. Swap them to Tuesdays, which I always seem to end up working anyway.
I might then actually feel like a normal person.

Just a lot of random stuff to think about, as usual.