Weakend in Current Events

This week was long and full of terrors.

The aggression was not a problem today. I managed to get the perfect amount of sleep. I did have a moment of weakness and snap at an entire department. It was just some sass. A snide remark. I was immediately mortified. I don’t think they took it to heart but they didn’t deserve it. The supervisor was the one who came and said something. She wasn’t mad but she isn’t the kind of person who takes shit.

I feel like I am back to square one with the car hunt. I want to just say cunt for short. I decided that I do not want the vehicles I took for a test drive this week. I will stick with a sedan. Plot twist, the Kia Sorento was not sold after all. It’s just getting safetied. This is the only prospect that I have, currently. However, there is that 2017 Dodge Charger for 17999… somebody would have to be crazy to buy it and I just might be crazy enough to do that. I sent them an e-mail about it. It has high mileage, a history of fleet use, and an accident history. I spent almost $15k on my dumb Caliber and I had nothing but beaters before that. I’ve been through 3 Plymouth Acclaims and one Dodge Dynasty. Ran them all into the ground. Including my Caliver. I’m used to ongoing repairs. The dealership that is selling the 2019 Charger for 29k reached out to me. I told him that it was way over my budget. Now, if he drops 9k from the price and sells it to me without tax, then I won’t even hesitate. Let’s manifest that miracle lol. Hecate, Hekate, Hecate, make that dealership desperate about making their monthly quota and sell it to me for 20K!

I’m so tired of this hunt though. I come home and spend hours scouring the wild wild web and researching every vehicle of interest until it is time to eat, shower, and sleep. I want to get back to my life… but with a car! I keep forgetting that I am aiming for a new job after I get the car. I can’t even stomach the thought right now. Anyway, on to my weekend I suppose.