Inner World Peace in Current Events

The calm before the storm. That’s the vibe. Ironically, we are in the middle of a severe storm as I type. I think all the areas of my psyche have agreed to a truce. I have inner world peace. I don’t know what to do with it. Why does right feel so wrong? The tribulation must be coming. I must overthink this and discover what it is that I did differently.

I have nothing to say. Nothing to sing. Nothing to think about etc… I’m stale. Everything I do comes from a dark place so now what?! lol, this isn’t a bad problem.

I started the audiobook No Bad Parts and I think that this is the route for me with my cognitive behavioral therapy. I feel like my psyche is being rewired. I have been able to externalize that a bit as well.

Today, I spent an hour after my shift talking with that rep I have a harmless crush on. I think the crush is mutual. He’s practically seduced after that talk. It started with me doing an astrology reading and once I saw that he had a Scorpio Mars, I went all in with the truth. The truth of life, love, and reality. Scorpio NRG has the cerebral aptitude for it. I would love nothing more than to spend an entire day teaching someone it but you can only go so far. They have to take that journey on their own. You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make him believe it. I can tell he is soul-searching, he will no longer have to search once he gets to the center of the truth. I’m excited for him. I suspect his rising is Sagittarius. They are going through the dark night of the soul right now. His chart has all the sexy stuff. I told him that he needed to do open-mind surgery first. I recommended the book Dispelling Wetiko. I hope he and I can have conversations like that again. Though, it’s hard to talk with your mouth full. Ba dum tssss

If I’m not battling anxiety, depression, etc, what do I do? I don’t know what to do with myself. I suppose nothing is holding me back from tackling my to-do list. That should have been a no-brainer. On with it then.