home sweet home in Hi This is Kat!

So nice to be home after the weekend in Tennessee! There was a trump stand at the end of their block so I had such a desire to start saying thing to them lol but in all reality I would never do that!!!!

Last night I had a long talk with jo. it was the first time in a very long time that she seemed to be in her right mind! She was talking about how to get rid of the idiot squatters. she also was talking about how horrible Randy is acting again! He took a picture of her debt card and used it to pay a lot of things! and when Jo found out and got upset he is back on the I want a divorce! They really are not a couple they live in different places and really almost hate each other! both end the divorce last time because they are too lazy to divide things and randy ran out of money to pay lawyers.
Next she was talking about how Cole is really bad mentally that he cannot work and has asked for a leave to try to get help but has not yet even inquired about help so she thinks it was an excuse to just get wasted and not be in the hot warehouse…

The last thing she talked about was needing to make out a simple will. She wants me to now have everything including the condo and her car.... she has really cut back on drinking so her mind is getting out of the fog! She was explaining to me again why she picked me to leave her money to… 1) she really does not care for her husband and he would not even get her a drivable car when he inherited about 1 million… so he will never get any of the inheritance money. 2) how Cole has such mental issue she thinks soon he would be a ward of the state like her brother is. With schizophrenia, Cole will probably need to be I a home soon as he is like Jo and refuses help! Plus she thinks if he had a lot of money he would just do drugs and drink til he dies as that is what he wants to to now… and truthfully… she does not like her son. she blames him for ruining part of her life… sad and long story!
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She went thru cousins next and said when it came down to it she loved me more than anyone in the world and trusted me more than anyone. that is one hell of a compliment. I love her that much too!

She realizes that life as she once known is over and being sick and poor health is her new life :( I am sure she also knows her life is probably measured more in days or maybe months but not years.

Our doctor gave her 3 to 6 months and that was 8 months ago… he told me he would be surprised if she has a month left… but I am praying for a year!