Autobiography of a Big Baby in Current Events

It’s like discovering that there is something wrong with my legs. I can learn to walk again but I will never run. I will never swim and I will never climb. That is what this… dopamine deficiency feels like. ADHD is paralytic to my consciousness. I will never have a functional thought. I will never be able to concentrate and I will never be able to focus. I don’t have full use of my brain. I’ll only be able to use it one piece at a time. There is no other side. From here on out, it’s just me managing my symptoms. That’s all my life ever was. That’s all it is and that’s all it will ever be.

How can I trust myself again? I will never know if something is coming from the heart or coming from the disease.