Neutral in A transparent lockbox

For the life of me, when I’m emotionally neutral, I cannot write or think on a level that is at all profound. There were months when I was prolific, writing 4 poems a day, frequent journal entries, and feeling exceptionally raw. At this point, I feel heavily guarded, blunted, and greatly desensitized. Potentially I’ve been overexposed to some aspects of culture and humanity in too short of a time, now everything is just monotonous. Even doing the crossword doesn’t feel engaging. Maybe it is the winter, maybe it is a sign to isolate for a bit.