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Jacob is going out after work.
I feel guilty but I am insanely jealous. I wish I could go out so badly. but I don’t have friends.
I get to be alone with the kids again tomorrow…

Cannon got up at 6:45 this morning. it is 3:45 and he hasn’t napped.

I want to rip my fucking hair out.

we are also out of food and milk, but I haven’t been able to get to the store and I need a shower. I Also need to eat something.

Such a glamorous life I lead.

I really wish I had something that I wanted to do instead of had to do.

Lorelei slept for seven solid hours by herself last night. I didn’t know 2 month olds could do that. but of course I kept waking up, and had a difficult time sleeping.

So it goes.