So much to update in Torridaussity Two
- Sept. 30, 2014, 11:06 p.m.
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Well my lovely readers I have so much to say so I will update in paragraphs.
MOM: She came home from the hospital last Wednesday and is in a personal care home on the same street as where I live which is so much closer than Pittsburgh which was an hour and a half away. She is there for therapy and we are not sure how long it will be. Her pain is getting better, but she still has a long road ahead of her. She’s having a rough time right now because she’s been having stomach/intestinal problems and today she had to have a blood transfusion. Please keep those prayers and positive thoughts coming.
WORK: As most of you know I work with children who have behavioral problems. Yesterday and today the kids were just off the wall. Last night my boy client tried to make out with my arm. I was so disturbed I wanted to throw up in my mouth a little. He has a ton of issues and is one of the most complicated cases our agency has. My school client engages in self injurious behaviors and she bit herself today. Full moon is next week so that plays a part in their behaviors. I just hope tomorrow is better.
LOVE LIFE: I decided to give Matt the second chance knowing that if he truly didn’t change, his true colors would soon shine. That was a week ago and it had been going well until this morning and he made a comment that was borderline against what we agreed to, so I have been and will continue to be very guarded with him. What really hurt me when I wrote the entry about this was that all but one of my friends immediately said he didn’t change, that he didn’t want a genuine second chance that he just wanted to try and get in my pants again. I was hurt because no one thought hey Maria is great why wouldn’t someone want a second chance. I know even though I do have my doubts at times, I am worthy of love from a great guy and if Matt continues to go back down the path he started today, then he isn’t the guy for me.
DISAPPOINTED: I rarely have sales parties like Lia Sophia, Wild Tree, Tastefully Simple, 31, or pampered chef. Maybe one a year and I never pressure anyone to order. I however, am asked all the time to buy things from my friends’ children who are fundraising. I buy something each time, 90% of the time and this party that I just had as a favor for my friend starting her career selling Lia Sophia jewelry, most of my friends bailed on me. This disappointed me because I am $50 away from having the party even count for my friend. If the party doesn’t reach $250 total the it was like there was no party. I go above and beyond for my friends and sometimes it leaves me disappointed. I will get over it. We are extending the party hopefully so I can get two to three more sales to make up the $50.
Well that’s it ladies and gentlemen. I hope you are all doing well, <3.
Deleted user ⋅ October 01, 2014
Sorry to hear your friends didn't step up for the party. The only good part about having one friend in my offline life is that I don't get disappointed often.
I'm glad to hear your mom is close by. Are you able to visit her more often? Man I wish I lived close by, I'd take her oils, there are great ones for abdominal issues and for her back healing etc. I'm slowly getting into herbal tinctures too, they are really great for all sorts of issues as well!
I hope that Matt doesn't go down the wrong path. I sincerely hope he wants the same things as you and you two can build something together.
I have so much respect for the work you do. I think I would get really frustrated and not handle things well in that environment. You must have a calm nurturing soul.
Always Laughing Deleted user ⋅ October 02, 2014
Thanks I have been told I am very patient and I know with kids I am quite nurturing. As the time passes over the last two days I am getting the feeling that Matt just isn't for me, but I have not given up yet. I would love it if you were here to help my mom, but for now modern medicine it is.
WomanOfSteele ⋅ October 01, 2014
Glad to hear your mom's pain is easing up. Will keep praying for her.
That is disturbing about your boy client. Yikes.
As far as people saying that Matt didn't change- I don't think that has anything at all to do with you, but completely to do with HIS character. You ARE great and it is obvious why anyone would want another chance with you! :) BUT that doesn't necessarily mean he has changed or deserves you.
That said, I don't think it's wrong of you to give him another chance because there is a chance he could have changed. Just continue to be smart about it and stay guarded until you know for sure :)
Always Laughing WomanOfSteele ⋅ October 02, 2014
Thanks it was disturbing. I like how you described the situation I still don't know about him, we still don't know each others names. I texted him last night hey are we ever exchanging last names lol and he never responded to it. He may not have gotten the text, so I am going to try again and if he blows it off again he is gone because that is crazy
Azzura ⋅ October 03, 2014
Prayers go to your mother.
Time to up the pressure for sales ;) you deserve it, either that or network with other friends and people who will actually buy! :)
Always Laughing Azzura ⋅ October 03, 2014
thanks for the prayers and I made the goal lol
Deleted user ⋅ October 03, 2014
the boy client is freaky for sure - that would freak me out. Stay guarded is right - in fact I would tell him to take two steps backwards for saying that comment. That isn't cool. Your friend is being way to judgemental and needs to chill. What if he is trying to change? People can change.
I hope your Mom feels better - sending love and light to you and your Mom.
Always Laughing Deleted user ⋅ October 03, 2014
Thanks for the love and light :-)