so. i told. *SA* in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

um. so like..........uh...........fri. a.m. I think it was my fave bartender [not that I know a whole lot esp. not since I’ve moved] got at me on fb. just to see how I was. which I didn’t expect bc A: I don’t expect people to do that as most of my fb friends don’t and 2: I didn’t expect him to. bc some people are just more active on fb than others. i’m one of them. yeah surprised the hell outta me.

yeah nicest guy. he’s in my fave band. and he’s one of the managers of the bar. where I haven’t been in.........almost a yr. so I mainly ‘talked’ about me. I told him that 2 [or I put ‘almost 2’] yrs. ago i’d been sexually abused by someone from his bar. I mentioned i’d told Lindsay C. [the owner. that didn’t go over as well as i’d wanted it to]. and the guy - the bartender guy I mean - he was so great about it. he’s like ‘i’m sorry.......I didn’t know’. and ya know? that’s really all I want when I tell someone that. yeah not many knew. most don’t know about the rape 10 yrs. ago. there are a few more people I want to tell but not right now. i’d just told someone and that’s a lot.