So Many Thoughts Accrued in My New Life

I am exhausted and invigorated.
I have no money and I have a lot of money (coming to me).
I have worked every holiday in the last year, and had no vacation time.
I have 74 hours of holiday time that they may or may not give me,
And 99.4 hours of vacation time that I have just received.
Personally, I’d rather the cash than have some little old lady divvy it out to me as she sees fit.

I spent last night taking care of a pedophile (not guilty by reasons of insanity).
He went to high school with one of the big businessmen around town or at least that what he told me.
He was one of my first cases in my unofficial Sherlock cases almost a year ago. He was bloated and his skin was yellow. He was shitting himself and his roommate had to live with it. I had to live with it. The roommate didn’t know any better. He just hopped up and began pacing through it pacing, pacing and pacing all day up the hallways and into the common area. Finally, I freaked out and threw a fit to my bosses’ boss and walked him into the room “after it had been cleaned” and my bosses’ boss and he was disgusted.

They sent the pedophile to the hospital. They sent him back to the hospital. I had pointed out he looked bloated like the starving children in Africa, like on the commercials, from malnutrition. I still think it’s pancreatitis.

Anyway. Last night was rewarding. He has a colonoscopy bag now. His stomach isn’t bloated anymore, he has his strength back, and his room doesn’t feel like something from a Saw movie torture chamber.

The secret was psychology. I had read his file and I knew the Staff were neglecting him due to the nature of his crime.

My sister is fat. Like really fat. It’s dangerous. However, my “family” will not intervene nor allow me to. I give her 10 year before she dies of health related issues. She may not make it to 50, and almost definitely not to 60. My dreams are haunted with visions of her gravesite. But, what’s worse are the visions of the quality of life she will have during those 10 years.

Fuck you, America. Fuck you for allowing this. Fuck you for turning me into the villain for speaking out against it. I saw her skinny once with a 12 pack of Diet Pepsi riding along in her automobile every day.

Europeans speak out against it. Because it does affect the community. It affects what I check at the doctor’s office. It affects who I date or marry.

But, here in ‘Merca folks’er free to drinks 12 packs of diet papsi everyday and you can’t say nuffin’ ‘bout it.

Last updated January 13, 2024