Still - 20.10.13 in Your Face

Haven't had a response from M to my email. Not sure if I will - he pretty much said what he felt, but then he has a temper and may not be able to help himself from responding to my email.

I feel okay about it. This is the usual bust up that we have when we are apart. Our gripes are out in the open and it's now just a matter of getting past it, getting back on track. I don't even feel angry with him anymore now that I've had my say.

My daily budget seems to be working well. I have good and bad days with it, and am giving more thought to what I spend my money on. I did buy more cigarettes, and I am disappointed in myself for being weak. I only have them at home and not at work, which is one thing, but I went a few days without any at all - I wish I'd kept that up. I will have to try again.

I'm just bored. I don't really want to do anything, especially not if it costs money, but boredom is the worst. I watch DVDs, knit, read. I run errands, do laundry. It's all so boring unless it gets me closer to leaving.