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My nigga goin through some shit; it was the first time I’ve heard anyone other than myself say outloud that they wanted to harm themselves. I told him he coulda done a thousand other things besides what he done did. I figure she had it comin though, he even asked me ‘you think shes bein a bitch lately?’. I don’t condone hittin your ol lady. Heard it’s termed differently depending on if you used an open palm or the back a your hand. She up and took off with their son. I can’t do shit for em’ because in all honesty from my perspective, it ain’t nothin I can help with. So..he’s off filing for full custody and stayin clean to get started..since..well, like I’m sure a judge/whomever, ain’t gonna look kindly on hittin his kids mom.

That made me feel a little weird, when he said he wanted to kill himself. If he did, who would I be left with?
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ShutupfaggotI’molderthanyouuuuu

Anyway…I’m alive and fighting everyday to stay awake, because without my instant porn box-..I mean my laptop..I get pretty goddamn bored.