so. how i feel. about my dad's situation. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

um well shocked. as I didn’t expect it to happen - obviously - but that’s my point. it threw the whole. 2 days off.

I don’t like that my dad was in the hospital I just like that he wasn’t at my mom’s. for the first time in a long time I felt safe there. well safe-er. cause he wasn’t there.

as evan pointed out when I told him it’s not like he’s done anything horrible. yes but that’s what scares me. is that he will. [my dad I mean not evan].

but now that my dad’s back at my mom’s. well that’s gone away again.