Hard - 15.10.13 in Your Face

The new me told my boss that she feels weird asking me questions because she feels like a burden. I admit that I can be short with her, but that's because as long as I am there, she exercises zero independent though, she doesn't read the manuals, doesn't follow directions. It as not appropriate to raise that with my boss at the time, but I will talk to him in the next few days about it.

I keep bingeing on snack foods after dinner. So naughty. I picked up my knitting again on the weekend, which was good. I have things to do, I have a lot of "life admin" to catch up on but zero motivation.

Pay day tomorrow. Send M money, collect my allowance, pay down some debt, Not enough money to ship boxes, I need two more pays before I can afford that.

I miss my doggy, He must think that I gave him away. That makes me feel so sad for him. I just wish I could cuddle him again. I feel sad thinking about the day he left.