I Screwed UP Big Time in Me Being Me

I just paid all my bills and have figured out I don’t have enough to pay my rent and I am not sure what I am going to do. I do still have a check to deposit but then I won’t have any money left over for anything else. But then maybe hubby can help me and I can pay him back. But then he might just say don’t bother.
I have never been short on my rent in all the years I have paid rent so it will be interesting to see how she reacts and if I get evicted. But I think the rent will work out in the end.
I think I spent too much money this month and I wasn’t adding the numbers right in my head and even though I wrote them down I was still under of what I spent.
I would rather have all my bills paid and the rent and have nothing left then at least I still can live here and I have everything I need and want. But then if I have to I can always go to the food bank so that is an option.
I think I might be okay for rent and the automatic withdrawals and I might have some left over but I have to wait till everything goes through the bank system.
Now I am going to be worried for the next week and a day and then as it always turns out I will be fine and I would have worried for no good reason. Why do I do this to myself? it’s not a good thing because then I am over thinking of the worse possible scenarios that can happen. I wonder is this is a girl thing only?

Onto something else....

Today I have a small load of laundry to do and that should be it till I get the new dryer that has never been used. The clothes I want to wash have my new jeans in the load so I will be able to wear them which will be better then wearing track pants and feeling like a schlump.

Yesterday was a good day because I got two loads of laundry done and put away and I got my grocery order and I got my amazon order and today I get another grocery order so we will be set for at least a week maybe more. And dinner tonight I think will be whatever comes out of the freezer first. I just don’t want to think today.

Anyways I need to stop here…
Do have a great day....
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe, and Behave.

Last updated November 22, 2023