Let's Play Nice. in Me Being Me

People can be so selfish and mean because they always jump to conclusions and always think others are uneducated or not worthy of their time. Then my question is why start a friendship if in the end you are just going to delete them and throw them to the wolves? And we do that without any explination or without them explaining or defending themselves and that is not fair or right.
I wake up everyday thinking that my little world will be perfect just for one day but then I see that the world is still a mess and no one is respecting anyone or even trting to be nice and co-operate. What I wake up to every morning is a home that is falling a part and the atmosphere is smelly and rotten. And nothing is being done to make it barable or even livable because the person who is suppose to fix it just doesn’t want to. And then there is the reason that my behaviour isn’t what they want it to be. I like to think I have every right to want my rented place to be comfortable and looks nice and I shouldn’t have to look at moldy floors or smell must that was once mold. And I should be able to ask for things to be fixed in a timely manner not leave it for years at a time.
I wonder if my landlord would ever do this to me?

https://www.nanaimobulletin.com/local-news/nanaimo-landlord-fined-18000-for-illegal-eviction-of-dying-tenant-5888419?utm_source=second-street&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=TODAY+IN+BC+-+Oct+13%2c+2023+SPONSORED&emailmd5=D661D6CCB93112AAD43A613F911CA4D3&emailsha1=1461951858932236374856612362071861625921228208236180&emailsha256=62452ef0dd6972e214a8314f9939567445d7b56ef836089097ff11a6e5fdf6cf

It’s not this bad yet but I am sure she would do other things like not replace things like the furnace or the water or even the electricity.
Hubby says that there is no way that the gas furnace will stop working and I told him since 1998 when this furnace was put in it has not been serviced once and now it’s almost 25 years old and I am wondering when it will just stop working and maybe explode because of all the dust and dirt? Having anything gas really scares me because all it takes is one second for someone not to turn something off like a oven or stove. And she has a gas oven and stove. Plus the furnace is gas so I worry about that also.
The other thing that really bothers me is how there are people who always tell you that you are this or that and has no proof, they just say it and then they dump you as a friend. Well I am not one to make up anything. But the important thing is to not say anything that might come back to haunt you later in life. I know people who do that and then they get all upset because it’s out in the real world. My advice is if something is too personal or too tramatising then don’t tell the whole world. Just tell the important friends you have.
I often wonder if my issues are really that much of a big deal? I wonder if there is anyone who is much worse off then I am? Do I just need to suck it up and tell myself that there is a lot worse out there? But what is a lot worse then what I am feeling?
Well, I need to start doing for me and if I can fix what I can and replace what I can and then at least there will be somethings that will work and I can be happy using them and not worry about them exploding.
The next two things I want to buy new is a kitchen table and a new freezer. It’s a good thing I know how to save money because that is the only way I will be getting it.

I need to stop here…
Do have a great day…
Be KInd, Be Calm, Be Safe, and Behave.

Last updated October 15, 2023