Days and Confused in Current Events

I felt like a dirty cheat when our teacher gave us our assignments back that she marked. I got a perfect mark but that is because I stayed behind to get help. She didn’t feed me the answers, she showed me where I was going wrong. Most people didn’t get a perfect score. I don’t even think I could get those answers a second time, to be honest.

She gave us a lab to do which is virtual. We had the option to do it in class from our phones or at home. There is no class next Tuesday so I have a week off from school. That’s all I could think about. My dumb ass could have stayed behind to study for the test that is next class while the teacher was there and available. I just wanted the reprieve.

I am tired of being tired. The brain fog after my naps is brutal. I don’t want to drink coffee so I will start drinking tea. Hopefully, that won’t keep me up all night.

My supervisor was excited about a cake that she baked for us. It was a vegan cake. A coffee cake. It was pretty good. The store also ordered our team pizza. They ordered one without cheese for me. It was pretty considerate. I don’t expect anyone to go out of their way for me so it was pretty nice that they did.

The adoration that I am getting from work transcends my team. I feel like a celebrity there. People are so nice to me. They all want me there permanently. I suppose it is going around that I’m just a temp, nobody knew that. One lady told me that she loves to see my smile every day. Like, what!? What a nice thing to say.

Ashmeet, the new ASM at work who just transferred from the store that I’m from, worked on our team today. It was a fun exercise, a roleplay. While we ate our pizza I asked her if she was a Leo. Her hair is always on point. It’s the star of the show even though she is always dressed for the gods. When we took pictures of the group she took a selfie with us all. Her selfie game was strong. She is a Sagittarius. She knew the time that she was born and so I pulled up her chart and she is an Aquarius rising. Leo is her shadow self but she also has a Leo Mars. Everything will always be a production. She also has a Capricorn moon! The hardest placement for the moon. It’s the furthest from its home. This is what she resonated with the most. Her Capricorn energy is strong in her chart altogether. I went over her personal planets and blew her away. She was very interested and I told her that astrology is a good fit for her because of her Aquarius rising. It is the house that contains all the ancient information. Astrology is the key to unlocking what the Bible and all religions are actually teaching. The truth is hidden from those who hate truth. Adding religion to secularism and politics is exactly why it is hidden. We are functionally retarded.

All I could think about was the book that I started this morning, The Catcher in the Rye. Instead of scrolling through my phone, I want to read instead. It’s not that the story grabbed me three chapters in. Something about it felt like it was my own inner monologue. It also makes me want to write my own story. That reminds me, I didn’t upload my final blank journal! Poor Pisces… aaaand done!

I should be doing that lab right now but if I don’t have to fight through this brain fog then I don’t wanna. I’ll at least study. My roommate is making my favourite thing for dinner right now so I have no excuses. On with it then!