Mundane Morning in Current Events

Fuck the world and goodnight! I went to bed at 7:30 last night. Can we even call that night? I must have needed the sleep because I woke up at 4:30 a.m.

I made my way to the gym. I still had jitters about it before I left the house. I finally used the machines! Also the free weights. Just dumbbells. I wanted to use the cable machines but Saturday mornings are pretty busy, apparently. It’s okay though because I did a lot of people watching. I was studying how to use everything. I felt like a creep. People kept looking at me and because everybody was so serious and mean muggin’ it felt like they were hatin’. It probably meant nothing but I decided to tell myself that it is just because I am the height they all wish to be. I went too hard. I’m not going to be okay tomorrow. I’ll do legs tomorrow. I did back, biceps and shoulders.

There was a woman that was eye fucking me on the treadmill. She hopped on the one next to me and put on a production. It was weird. She gave me dirty looks after I ignored her. Yesterday, when I was leaving a store somebody approached me and mistook me for somebody else. They were fangirling over me. I love you! They shouted at me in the parking lot. What is going on!? The other week I had that creep at the grocery store who kept touching me.

I’m going to go shower, shit and shave and then see if I can get in for a haircut today. I want to get the low fade that I wanted but didn’t get the last time. I’m going to spend the evening at my sister’s. My niece and nephew will cheer me up. I’m going to practice some math before I leave the house. I’m trying out a tea for a lung detox. Apparently, it will make me hack up my lungs getting rid of ancient mucus. I’m already sneezing. Could be a coincidence. I have to find a way to make time for my website also. I hate that it is on the backburner.