Lots of Current stuff. in The Awesome Chronicles of me.

Current Annoyance: Ugh. I either have a bad sinus blockage or a small cold. My nose and sinuses just feel like they are beyond clogged, top it off with a bit of coughing (which I thought might of been from the sinuses dripping) and i just got really cold and achey all of a sudden. Blargh. I also just got the COVID shot today. I don’t think its from that because I’ve never had an issue with it before. I’m not -miserable- i’m just whiny.

Current Bane of My Existence: This one idiot at my tuesday night gaming group whom is just a gigantic idiot and irritating me.

Current Book: I FINALLY FINISHED SNOW CRASH THAT BOOK WAS AWFUL OMG. The ending was bad, the story was bad, the Cyberpunk sauce was bad and there was one scene........... that I wont talk about but it was really disturbing. Now i’m listening to the Mass effect books, those are comfort books.

Current Clothing Thoughts: Nothing. I dont have any clothing thoughts.

Current Color: Pink Purple Blue.

Current Crush: Tali Zorah vas Normandy, once and forever and ever. and ever, ever and ever and ever.. and ever and ever and still ever. Never change Tali. (yep) xinfinity. I dont think this will change haha.

Current Drink: Code Red Mountain dew.

Current Excitement(s): Jordan 10VE might actually be a good QB. That comeback against the saints was nuts.

Current Feeling: On a scale of 1-10. I’m at a 2.5 (Stupid sinuses)

Current Fetish: Femboys, i wanna cuddle the crap out of them. (Kinda still true)

Current Films: I watched inglorious basterds a couple weeks ago. Still good movie.

Current Food: Wagyu beef Manwich.

Current Goal: I really want my game to be played, but I’m not aggressive enough. Blargh.

Current Image(s):

Pride bracelet. I got it at the con, I’ll wear it under my hoodie and /or long sleeve shirts.

Bracelets of previous cons.

I felt -really- Queer here. (More on this in a bit)

Pro Football Is my Cathedral. These are the ways i watch. Bless the Saints of Football Lombardi, Halas, Noll, Landry, Shula, Walsh.

There is no thoughts in that cute little noodle of his.

Macaroni loves everyone.

Current Indulgence: Pumpkin spice everything.

Currently Listening To: Seinfeld.

Current Love: My friends, my mom, Macaroni, and the Pomfies.(has not changed x15)

Current Mindfork: Where in the heck did the year go?

Current Mood: Meh x3

Current Music: WHOPPER WHOPPER WHOPPER!

Current Music Video:

Current Outfit: Just my pajamas.

Current Project: PLAYTESTING PLAYTESTING PLAYTESTING. (I need to push, and push more and more and more, i just need blind play testers, please help, i need a kick in the butt) I want to design more but i need to get these moving. My motivation sucks. 3x depression 3x nothing else 3x just blah. I just am an unmotivated dope.

Current Self-Image Thoughts: I feel yucky.

Current Slang or Saying: Keelah Selai and Bosh’tet.

Current Song Lyrics: WHOPPER WHOPPER WHOPPER.

Current Triumph: I am alive. I got my next covid booster. thats all.

Current TV Show: Just watching Seinfeld. Gonna play xiv soon.

Current Wish List:
These board game related items:
Imperium Horizons (February BABY)
Undaunted Stalingrad.
Hegemony.
World Wonders.
General Orders: WW2.
Scythe Expeditions.
Dune Imperium: Uprising

Video game items:
Live a life.
Final Fantasy Pixel Remakes.
Suikoden 1 and 2. (It got delayed, sad)
Final Fantasy XIV Dawntrail

These have not changed.

Other thoughts.

This was a month full of Malaise. Nothing exciting has happened. I mean the Packers 2-1 start has been cool. (Should be 3-0 but whatever, but it could also be 1-2) This whole sinus / cold thing is a pain.

In other news. I know i kind of talked about it before in my previous entry but I definitely feel Queerer by the day. I am becoming more and more at peace with this that I am a Queer Bisexual Grey Ace. (Aka QBGA) It just stinks I have to stay in the closet. Heck I don’t even know where to find a guy to go out with or heck even a girl. Whatever. Dating is silly. Football is Forever.

I just know i’m a Queer Bi, i’m proud of that.

Anyways. I’m gonna watch Seinfeld and then play some FFXIV.

Keelah Se’lai.

Me.

Edit: I have -one- blue sky invite if anyone I know wants it.