I promise I won't make a fool of myself. I won't. in Adventures in paradise

It’s past 3am and I’m finally home.
I worked until 1am and then I was walking home, but decided to detour to the gym when I was half-way, because I figured I wouldn’t be doing much at home anyway.
I get to the gym and I’m the only one there. Fantastic. I love that. The sleeping guy must have moved on or been asked to move on, as I haven’t seen him the past few times I’ve decided to go in there post-midnight, although I have been going earlier in the day lately before I head off to my shifts, which has been a rather nice change. The gym is quite busy around that time (I’m usually there around 6pm or 7pm depending when I have to start) and there is occasionally some really good eye-candy going on :P I don’t usually get that around 1am, that’s for sure, although I have been proven wrong once or twice.

I also decided to go because I figured I probably won’t go on Wednesday. Reason being is that at this time tomorrow night, I’ll be drinking with my workmates at the Down Under Bar and I figure that I really haven’t let loose in a long time, so I intend to.
I know it’ll only be a Tuesday night. I know the Down Under is lame (my housemate was telling me how shit it is when I told him what my plans were haha) but it has relatively cheap drinks compared to the gay clubs I usually go to. I’ll be way out of my comfort zone, as I always am in straight venues (well, gay venues too, but a different kind of comfort-zone haha), but hopefully I can ply myself with enough alcohol to give me a nice buzz for the night. Why not. It’s my managers birthday celebrations, so I’ll celebrate.

I don’t feel like I would ever do anything stupid. I have been known in the past to SAY stupid stuff whilst drunk (like how much I couldn’t STAND a certain guy a girlfriend of mine was dating, only for her to kick me under the table and I realized he’d been standing behind me the whole time LOL), so I do have to sit back and think whether I would say anything stupid, especially since they are my workmates and I’ll have to see these guys quite often in the future.
I guess I’m writing this because of that sex-dream I had last week. The one about the one I think is cute as hell. Like I said, I don’t think I would, but I HOPE I don’t do anything stupid, especially around or to him. It might not go down too well.
I need to keep my straight-guy fantasies to myself and try to just enjoy the night and have some laughs.
I will NOT get drunk and lean across the table and kiss him. That is for my THOUGHTS only.
Lol.

Ergh, I think it’s getting too late and I should get some shut-eye. This week will be a real boozy week for me, as I’ll be drinking again on Saturday at Rhys’ party. I still have to think of a circus theme costume before the weekend. I’ve got a few days, but I know it’ll creep up on me. I might go have a squizz around town and see if I can find something unique that could pass as circus-y. I really hope that party is fun too. It was last year because I got pretty drunk and was chatting to my ex and his boyfriend haha, until my friend was getting angry and dragging me away because he was my lift home. Since I’m no longer really friends with that guy, I won’t have to worry about that this year. I might even crash there if there’s room.

Who knew this 30 year old had some partying left in him? I’m looking forward to it.