Saturday - 12.10.13 in Your Face

I feel a little less cranky at M today. I just can't waste the energy. And I don't want to be cranky with him. What's the purpose? We just need to get through this.

I'm so tired this week. Can't get enough sleep, can't stay asleep. I wake up on an hourly basis busting to go to the toilet, racing upstairs and ripping my pants off before I piss myself.

I'm actually scared to make a doctor's appointment - there is something wrong with me. But I need to find out. I really hope it's just to do with anxiety and not something more serious.