Rizz in Current Events

I feel like writing again. Sue me.

I had to come back to this paradigm we call reality and interact with it. I felt so light and fluffy last week and I don’t want to lose that with the low vibes that come from my employment and financial situation. Not all hope is lost, it isn’t a desperate situation. Not yet anyway. I’m really hoping that this will be the week it all changes for me. Astrologically speaking, it should be any day now that I experience the blessings for my Taurus rising. My Jupiter is in the 10H and that is the area of focus which is perfect because my 10H (of career) is struggling.

My relationship with my roommate has been better than ever. I feel like I have my friend back. It is not weighing me down anymore since we had our talk. Work hasn’t been weighing me down either since I had that talk with my employers. I found a list I wrote of things that I wanted to let go of and those were two of them. Those psychological dramas that I played in my head have stopped.

On my list I also had NoFap. So far so good. I don’t have a connection to pornography anymore. I do catch myself struggling a little bit whenever I see a thirst trap. So far I have not caved. Even though I have come close.

My phone addiction is another one on my list. I’m working on it. Laziness is also on there. I have been upping my workout game. That is not where my laziness is a problem, however. I need to cook good meals again. I used to put on such a huge production in the kitchen every day. That stopped because I became addicted to having it easy with processed vegan food.

Procrastination is also on my list. I was doing so well when I had the mantra Intention Deficit Disorder. However, I have been facing my problems head-on. I have to accept rest as a form of progress as well so that I won’t be so hard on myself.

The plan with this list was to make room for action, stoicism, drive, focus & time. I will review my priorities today.

I have notebooks upon notebooks full of random information that I want to keep. My lists have random sentences for me to remember. Keeping people curious is one. What was I on about? Slave to the truth. That one I don’t have to wonder about. Those were written on that list I found randomly.

Last week I was gassing myself up to start my podcast, in some small way. I did create the YouTube channel for it, but nothing is posted yet. I lost my drive but I will dig it up again. I will reach out to Michelle and go live on her channel. I will have a little presentation ready. I think it will be a win-win. I get to practice doing what I need to do in front of a camera and she gets to have insightful content.

While I was at the beach yesterday, Vicki and everybody talked about how I looked. They said I look so healthy. I glow. I look like somebody who climbs trees to get their own coconuts and picks their own mangos. It was random and wild. wtf? I suppose my body displays its health status. I figured they meant that I looked very granola because I’m a vegan health nut who smells like patchouli but no. I don’t have kind eyes when I look at myself anymore so I’ll take the compliment. However, I am dying to get my hair did. I can’t decide if I want to grow it out, or if I want to cut it. I don’t know if I want to colour it again to be sterling silver or just go back to my natural colour. I wanted to experience sterling silver while I still had hair.

The clove/rosemary water spray that I learned about from TikTok did perform very well. I know that because I have a lot of hair grown in without any blonde tips. That is just in certain areas, not the areas that are thinning fast. We shall see if the bamboo silica supplement with biotin helps. I have three symptoms which are linked to that deficiency. Fingers crossed.

My neighbour Kim, from downstairs, Toni seems to have a problem with her texting us like we’re all best friends. For some reason, her opinion is influencing how I feel about it. I don’t mind making a friend. We just had her over the other night. Like, what is Kim supposed to think? She texted me apologizing for the noise coming from her suite. They are renovating and installing vinyl flooring. The landlords want her present and to move all of her things around for them. I would have gone full Karen about it. When did we ever agree to lose a day’s wages and do free labour for them? I would love them to get rid of our carpet and install vinyl flooring, mind you. It’s just the principle of the matter.

I have a few post-its on my desk here with birth chart information. I still need to get around and do that for people. It’s how I learn.

Anyway, I have a few more things that I need to do before I go lay out in the sun. My friend Kyle is already backing out of our beach day plans. Shocking! It’s a hot as fuck day ad the sky is clear. I think laying in the sun at least once a week is why my mood has been so elevated. Speaking of the sun… I’m going to get astrological again, but I think my Sun in the 9H is where my big personality comes from. Not from my Capricorn Sun or Taurus Rising. I mean, Ben Shapiro is a Cap Sun/Taurus Rising, as well as Jared Leto, and they’re boring. I look at Erica at my work, the way she is when she walks into work and hops on the floor, just oozing that bubbly Sagittarius energy and I’m like… that’s how I am when I start my day. Sagittarius Rizz, I think that’s how the Gen Z’ers would say it. Rizz is charisma.

Blah, on with it all then.

Last updated July 31, 2023