Appeeling in Current Events

I experienced a nose dive in energy after I ended my 40 hr fast yesterday. I liked it. It was the level of lethargy that I experience when I have the flu. When my body expresses healing like that, I can be lazy and unproductive guilt-free. It was not guilt-free yesterday. I liked my energy level prior to my energy crash, that was new.

Silica is what I suspect I am deficient in. I ordered a supplement from Amazon which will arrive tomorrow.

I discovered something dangerous yesterday. Phenol peels. My biggest insecurity is my acne scarring. I worked with peels and lasers to reduce them until I had a bad experience with a clinic. I gave up after that deflating experience and decided to just live with the shame. Or so I thought. I had cystic acne that I thought I would have forever. Learning that it was caused by dairy is what led me to become vegan, eventually. Aside from the acne scars, my skin is now crystal clear.

A phenol peel is a one-time chemical peel that kills off all of the superficial layers of the dermis creating a wound that produces collagen. It’s a second-degree burn with a high risk of arrhythmias. People can die from this treatment. I’ve seen it done locally just on acne scars, I don’t think I require my entire face. I don’t have creases, wrinkles or sun damage. However, I do have a lot of acne scars. I’ll at least book a consultation because I am very curious. Some of the side effects can be horrible and permanent damage is a risk as well.

We finally have July weather again today. It’s going to be a hot one. I want to grab my blanket and go lay in a field and roast in the sun a bit and get lost in my Audiobooks. I started that before my camping trip and it was the most peaceful and relaxing thing ever. I’m still peeling from the last sunburn though… My body hadn’t seen the sun since the nineteen hundreds. Which is why I have no creases, wrinkles or sun damage on my face, I assume lol.

I have plans to visit an old friend and do an astrology reading today. I also want to attempt to record some content again. I was just on the phone with John, a buddy from work, and I had no problem talking alone in a room there.

John wanted to complain about work. He told me that some of them were complaining about how I didn’t get the full-time position. I have two years experience and I’m a good worker. I’m very well-liked and respected there. I suspect that they are trying to smoke me out, we shall see what happens with me trying to transfer to the store-side.

I’ve applied to about 30 places in the last three weeks. No bites yet. Costco is the one I want the most only because I know it will pay more for doing the same job. The arts and crafts store by my place is having a hiring event next Thursday. I’m definitely going to that one. It’s for their 5 am shift. Again, it’s practically the same job. The e-mail wasn’t actually that clear on which location is having the event. I’ll have to figure that out. I applied at multiple locations. It is the arts & crafts store that I worked at before. I only lasted a month because of con-19 layoffs.

Anyway, I shall move on with my day now.

Last updated July 20, 2023