08/19 in --

I knew this would happen when school started back up... I'm always lonely and exhausted. Jacob is always working or busy, or some other thing. I would really love some time in which I do not have to take care of children for more than a 20-minute shower, but I guess it can't happen.

I've been having intestinal issues again today. I really don't want to have to see a doctor but I can't eat sometimes because of the pain and I feel too sick. Ugh. I've had these issues on an off for years but I have always just ignored it. :( I guess I should stop doing that. I need to do this and go to the dentist... but when the hell am I supposed to do those things is beyond me. There isn't a time when I don't have the kids and most places close or don't have late enough appointments before I can get in. :\ I don't have childcare either.
I also desperately need a hair cut.

I never wanted to be one of those moms who didn't take care of themselves, and I still don't... but I can understand how it happens.

Cannon started part-time daycare today, and he did super great except he only got five hours of sleep last night. He didn't nap when I picked up him at 11:30 this morning. He finally napped around 4ish and he's 5 now and he is still asleep. I hesitate waking him up... I doubt he'd get up anyway.
His therapist also came over today, and we are supposed to work on adding something to our bedtime routine that's calming. Also working on getting him to use hand motions during songs like the "wheels on the bus" song.

Yep.