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My color got called today. There is a form I fill out everytime I go. There are two blank areas that require a checkmark that boils down to I have done drugs/alcohol in the last 72 hours or I have not. I didn’t lie.

Friday is my next court date and I’ll find out the results then. I’m not too scared because judge Cleveland gives second chances (fingers crossed.). At least she did with a few people at the last court date.

I had to take NyQuil last night because I had a chill in my body and my bones ached. I feel a lot better today but my biceps and shoulders still hurt. Plus I barely slept. When I got out of group I went to take the widdle test, got an icee, came home and ate leftover pizza then promptly fell asleep for a few hours. It was nice.

I’m laying here on the couch and keep asking myself what is it exactly I want out of this life?