Life in Torridaussity Two

I am leaving for vacation on Saturday and can't wait to go. I am dealing with the stress of my mom, now my dad as well because he fell and damaged his already bad knee, my romantic life (I will clarify shortly) and my depletion of funds. My mom and dad are stable, but they both will be having surgery in the future and I am scared shitless that they won't make it through. My funds always deplete in the summer, but I have had 2 major problems with my car, more medical expenses and just unexpected things came up that I am more broke than normal. The only way I get to go on vacation is because I paid for it already and it's just a couple of days. My romantic life... I am not sharing all this yet as I just told someone I am not ready to hear what you all will say even though I know it's true. It's not abuse or anything bad, I just don't want to stop pretending that it will be what I want. That's all I will say for now. Oh and yeah this guy from the town I am in was messaging me on a website and turns out my friend fb stalked him and he's engaged, the pig. I mean we were talking just as friends, but he said somethings that being engaged I would be pissed if my fiance had said them. Ugh the nerve of some people. I am off to bed now so much to do tomorrow to get ready to leave.