General Emptiness? in Hello

I don’t know what was going on earlier but I just felt…hollow? Empty? The way I put it to New Friend is Friday I had the Lewis Black show, yesterday I did yardwork and then went out to eat. Today I really had nothing to do. I guess just deep down I felt unfulfilled if that makes sense. Like I need to get up and do something, I feel like I’m wasting time.

It all got better around 5 PM when I got up to do dishes and get things ready for dinner. Had music going, sharpened my knives and started cutting up veggies and butterflying chicken. Cleaned out the grill, added more coal, fed two kitties that came to visit me. Ya know? Get up and do something. I don’t know if it’s being sober (hungover me would have been waiting till the last minute praying for death) but again, I feel as if I’m wasting away.

I mean, ya, I did read a lot today. Just… inactivity was bothering me. Maybe this is something I need to work out?

Oh ya!

Grilled chicken breast with Sweet Baby Ray’s original sauce, roasted asparagus (I cuss, you cuss, we all cuss for asparagus) and corn cob niblets. Twas good though I peppered the asparagus a bit too much. I’m nice and full, load of laundry in the dryer and dishes to wash but now I spent all my energy getting dinner ready. Imma chill for now.

Last updated May 07, 2023