What. in Since OD is shutting down....

So I woke up and noticed something pink by the front door. I picked it up and noticed it was a card from her Dad. It’s his birthday today and he wants to take her and do things. I’m torn because I want her to see her Dad but I know this is would be no different. He’d see her and then not care again for another 6 months. People always tell me not to have expectations. Well, I don’t after 6 years of this but my daughter does. I know that she wouldn’t be okay with seeing him and then he’s gone for another chunk of time.

My niece is here and then she’s gonna go home so my daughter is going to hang out with her big sister for awhile and then I’m hoping she’s going to my brother’s house for awhile. I plan to try and reach her principal tomorrow and see if she can go back to school before Wednesday. I know she’s already getting tired of being at home.

I just think it’s crap that he doesn’t care for a long ass time and then still thinks he’s entitled to just pop when he wants. I just want to know why you would want to keep doing this to your child. I am totally good with him not being around but the bullshit of wanting to come around when it suits you is what pisses me off. She’s not quite mature enough to be okay with this and I’d rather we just leave it alone until she is. He’s never been there and then always wants to make effort when it’s serving him. It’s fucking ridiculous.